No like seriously… Next year ill be 25. And never had had a serious adult relationship. Which is CRAZY WIERD because i have always led a verrry adult life. I didnt go to college and live on campus. No, i worked and lived with roomates in a house. Then moved into an apt with my brother now i leave in a house by myself. Sooo that isnt the issue like most have. Now sure i used to party sooo frickin hard literally everyday. I know, but shit god damn i havent done that in like 2 years. Even crazier dudes think im DAMAGED when i tell them ‘ive never been in love’. Wtf? How am i the damaged one?! We are in our twenties geeez! Is everyone that ridick that they just fall in and out of love all the damn time cause i cant get jiggy with that shit! So since im so ‘damaged’ because im not jaded i guess i give off a different auro. Men are used to desperation while i guess i give off uncertainty like anyone whose heart is still whole would. Mother fuckin damned if i do damned if i dont. Guess the joke is still playing out and im the circus clown with my head in a lion’s mouth. Good Grief.